Sometimes I feel like bullshit. Some days I feel that I ain't pretty enough or good enough for anyone. I have insecurities every single day. That is just part of my life. It is just difficult to stop being insecure of who I am. The person I look at in the mirror or even the reflection whenever I walk pass one, isn't vain at all, she is just insecure of how she looks or even afraid of what people might think. I am that girl who stares at the mirror, looking at her pimples, her big forehead, her round face and flaws. That girl who covers up her face with make up whenever she heads out. She is afraid to look at the weighing scale even if she is skinny as fvck. I love looking at other pretty ladies out there and wish I could be one of them. I am sorry but that is just me. However I am thankful of what God gave me. I just have to regain my confidence back.
Hi. I will be back. I need time on my own to find myself back. Facebook and Twitter deactivated. I am going out of Singapore. Forgive me if I didn't reply any text messages or calls. Take care. :-)
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